FINDING TIME OR SHOULD I SAY STEALING (6 min read)
Life is so busy, you need to find time for the things you enjoy. I’m trying to learn this, but I’m a slow learner, I guess. It was always a struggle to find time to do the things I love and now even more with my mistress, COIL. Lee’s ok with my mistress, well kind of 🤣 I really enjoy writing, that still seems weird for me to say ??
SO LEE & EVERYONE SAYS MAKE TIME FOR IT BUT, I THINK OF IT MORE LIKE STEALING, NOT FINDING
I HAVE TO STEAL TIME
I KNOW If you don’t find time for your hobbies or for things just for you, things that make you happy then you can lose yourself pretty quick. I need to find time to write, but when? This current job is a time killer, 14-16 hrs a day!
But I do find time to do the things that make me happy? Or do I? I love my immediate family and try to make time for them, some times I’m just to tired and fall asleep on the couch. I say I’m old and tired which seems to be getting truer by the day. My sister and nephews I love so much but it seems I have no time for them either, so they get a little piece of time that I have left. LIFE, it moves fast and soon will be over. Where can I find time? There’s none to be found ? So time to start stealing ...
I NEED TO START LIVING MY WAY THROUGH LIFE, NOT WORKING MY WAY THOUGH LIFE.
So easy solution I just have to make time, ok so here it goes, I have 8 hours a day to spare after work. I could spend 2 hours writing a day, 2 hours with the family and 4 hrs sleeping and 16 hours working. Humm something doesn’t seem right and is way out of proportion ?? Can you see it ??
Oh yes I do now !! Too much work, so I found the place I’m going to STEAL time from, it’s from work. 16 hours a day X 5 days a week is 320 hours in the next month of work AND THERES ONLY 720 hours including weekends. Who the hell agreed to this work schedule??
I DID BECAUSE I LOVE MAKING PEOPLE HAPPY, IM A PEOPLE PLEASER TO MY CORE
So work is where I’m going to steal time, the job will go on if I’m not there. Everything will go fine if I’m not there, right? My mind answers me back “Of course it will don’t worry.” But the devil on my shoulder says “your fucked” to start I think I’m taking every Friday off , 3 day weekend and we will see how things progress from there. It’s not a solution, but more of a bandaid.
I am so blessed to have a wonderful family and Lee as my Queen, I always preach FAMILY FIRST, well truth be told I’ve always been more of a work first kind of guy. It’s still a struggle for me. Normally I’m pretty good I drive the kids to school and pick them up every day so I leave work at 230. But now I have all the time in the world so I keep working, I miss those days DAMN COVID ! But it’s not covid-19 fault, it’s mine I need to chang it
When you do what people want just to make them happy, someone loses and it’s always you .
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